I have been suffering with medical problems for many years now and I am so tired of waiting to feel better and to begin a new way of life. I have been telling myself for so many years that as soon as I feel better I will really apply myself to getting an online business started. I have been waiting and waiting and waiting. Have I really just been kidding myself and using my health as an excuse to avoid responsibility for my own success or failure? I have been lying to myself. I have been holding myself back. I am denying myself the ability to succeed or to fail. I am scared of failure. I am afraid to fail and to pick myself up again and start over. I am afraid of the hard work. It is so much easier to lie to myself than to start doing the things I need to do! I have been weak.I am no longer weak. I am taking back my life, my thoughts and my responsibility! Now is the time. No more excuses and lies. I am the only one responsible for myself!l